And, I prayed to god, hoping to meet with her and start a ordinary relationship, ordinary kind of love with her. I would secretly ask the people around her what kind of person she is.I would wander around her neighborhood and wanting to show the best of myself in front of her parents, pretending that my appetite is always good and i love all the food. I would wait for her at the place she often goes. When I miss her i will say i miss her, when i think of her i will say i think of her, when my heart thumps i will say i like her. I prayed to have this kind of love. And I pray to god again now, thank you , I am very happy now.